work....

well i got the call saying its time to go back to work! So i start back jan 13 then i am only working 3 times a month so not very often but i am not sure how i feel about it, its definitely bittersweet cause i do love my job but i love my girls more.

i really don't want to leave my girls its scary for me especially cause Lillian is so naughty she likes to be held and eat every two hours so she is a busy baby girl! my life now is so perfect i have my girls to spend everyday with and we cuddle all morning and watch cartoons, stay in our jammies all day a couple times a week! i am not ready for it to end.

ughh why am i so nervous and feel so anxious i dont like it!

goodbye 2011

well 2011 has been a pretty good year can't complain nothing but good things has happened : john got a pretty good job and then a couple weeks later we found out that we were gonna have another baby we were not expecting that big of news, but she is the cutest little bean we couldn't imagine life with out her now. It was not a very fun pregnancy i was sick all the time so this year really dragged.

but we also bought a new camping trailer the end of summer and we are very excited to take it out this summer (every weekend or every chance we get!) john worked very hard this summer he was working at his job fulltime then on the weekends he would go and clown around! he is an awesome provider for the family we love him tons!!

I am very excited to see what this year plans for us are we are just thankful that we could be a happy family and thankful for all the blessing we have got over this past year.

Lillian Harper Butte

Oh wow does it feel good not to be pregnant! That was a hard pregnancy....

but lilly is finally here and she is perfect she has the cutest chubby cheeks even though they are starting to shrink down from when she was born!

She is ten days old now i can not believe how fast the time has gone by,it seems like i was just getting ready to go to the hospital to have her!

I am so thankful that my labor goes fast i was induce on October 10Th, my due date was Oct 19Th but i was so miserable the doc was nice enough to let me have this sweet baby early.

So i went to the hospital around 8:45 got checked in and to my room then the doc came in around 9:30 and broke my water, it was 11:30 and still no contractions even with pitocin so i decided to get up and use the bathroom and walk around oh man as soon as i got back into bed they started hitting hard so i asked for my epidural i think i should of got it a little earlier cause they were strong and coming quick so the anesthesiologist had to load up the epidural and i was so numb i hated it i could not feel anything from the waist down,( i just hate not being able to feel my legs and not able to move so it caused me to have a little bit of anxiety). then the doc came in and checked me and said i was dilated to a 8 and he would be back in 30 min to check me again, but he was out at the desk watching the contraction monitor he came back 15 min later and said OK its time to deliver this baby he got everything set up and said OK put your legs up and we started pushing with 3 good pushes she was out and born at 12;58 pm weighing 8 lbs 5 oz

19 1/2 inches and as cute as her sister Gracie!!

long time since I've done this!!

And what a better day to do it then Gracies 2nd birthday!

She is getting so big so fast it makes me sad but i love watching her grow everyday she is so funny i love spending time with her all day I just love her so much she is so stinkin cute when she wants to be i love when she cuddles with me in the mornings best part of waking up! She can also be a lil stinker and so sassy!

And as of now i am 37 weeks prego and so ready to have this baby girl, this pregnancy has been one wild ride for me I am so ready to meet my new baby girl she does not have a name as of now we are still trying to decide we both like the name charlee but are not very sure about it I like Lillian but john does not like it so we need to come with some new names ASAP! these braxton hicks or contractions or what ever they that I've had for the past couple days really need to stop or put me into labor that would be amazing! so come on baby and let mommy hold you in her arms!

here are some of the cute pictures of this fun day we had! makin cards, eating chocolate fondue and cookies! i love holidays!!

Valentines Party

I would love to be one of those moms that have fun activites for their children to do, and to be the mom that invites all the neighborhood kids to come and play at Gracie's house. So i decided to have a Valentines party for the kids and since most of friends have kids around the same age as Gracie i thought it would be fun for them!

2010 the good the bad and the ugly!!

Christmas Parties!!
Laughlin November 2010

Halloween Time with our cute lil Monster!

Our annual Halloween party!

lots and lots of clowning around!

Gracie turned 1!!! and had an awesome birthday!

Going to the lake and Gracie playing in her room with all her toys!

and she even went to Cowabunga Bay

BAckstreet Boys!! with my girlie-friends!! Gracie first fourth of July!!

Date night and Fathers Day!!

My moms birthday in wendover and my first Mothers day as a mommy!
John and I in Moab march 28th the first weekend we ever left Gracie.

Ursula and I in Moab such a fun trip!

John and I in wendover for his 25th birthday!!
Gracie first ear infection and her yummy medicine all over her face!
Winter is here january 2010
The begining of summer with Jordie and Holly at the park for Kadins birthday party!