work....

well i got the call saying its time to go back to work! So i start back jan 13 then i am only working 3 times a month so not very often but i am not sure how i feel about it, its definitely bittersweet cause i do love my job but i love my girls more.

i really don't want to leave my girls its scary for me especially cause Lillian is so naughty she likes to be held and eat every two hours so she is a busy baby girl! my life now is so perfect i have my girls to spend everyday with and we cuddle all morning and watch cartoons, stay in our jammies all day a couple times a week! i am not ready for it to end.

ughh why am i so nervous and feel so anxious i dont like it!

goodbye 2011

well 2011 has been a pretty good year can't complain nothing but good things has happened : john got a pretty good job and then a couple weeks later we found out that we were gonna have another baby we were not expecting that big of news, but she is the cutest little bean we couldn't imagine life with out her now. It was not a very fun pregnancy i was sick all the time so this year really dragged.

but we also bought a new camping trailer the end of summer and we are very excited to take it out this summer (every weekend or every chance we get!) john worked very hard this summer he was working at his job fulltime then on the weekends he would go and clown around! he is an awesome provider for the family we love him tons!!

I am very excited to see what this year plans for us are we are just thankful that we could be a happy family and thankful for all the blessing we have got over this past year.